The prayer of sanity

  Take my life and let it be, consecrated Lord for Thee. Take all I am to be for you, despite my fears and my failures. Take who I am regardless of how much I've done. forgive me I beg of you. Show me what it means to bask in the light, to finally be unafraid and brave. All I've ever hoped for is to be free from the chains I cast upon myself and the darkness that I plunge myself into. I lack the ability to persevere and to try because everytime I want to, I run away. I hide. I falter. I curl up into a ball and wallow in self pity because i chose not to try in the first place. Take my will, and make it Thine. That it shall be no longer mine.