Happy New Years!

  I'M BACKKKK, oh joy! :D 'sarcasm intended' haha, to be honest, the moody feeling i've been having hasn't quite gone away. It don't help to know tomorrow's "back to school" day either :/ 'sigh' what am I going to do with my life?? 'groans in frustration' I'm starting to think it's only going to get harder from here but at least I enjoyed ushering in the new year at church with my big and wonderful family in Christ :) Was a lovely watchnight service and with testimonies and performances a plenty, I left with a smile that wasn't there before. It was enlightening and although it was hard for my to fully worship God, I found myself thanking Him anyway at the end of the year and at the beginning of this new one.

  My favourite event of the service was a performance by this ministry in my church called C.A.M (Creative Arts Ministry). I started last year and although I wish I could've joined both choir and C.A.M this year, I couldn't due to school and a major project :/ But it put a smile on my face to see them perform. I felt this thing like a pang where my heart was, I think it was pride because I loved it sooo very much and it amazed me to see our numbers grow from last year. Perhaps this new year will allow me time to go back to choir and dance. My heart seems to be yearning for that fellowship with the people there :)

  Totally not looking forward to starting school :/ or having to take my IGCSE (O-Level) exams. Already I have assessments waiting for me online and school hasn't even started yet! Horrible, simply horrible :S ughhhh......I know complaining won't get me anywhere but it relieves tension to do so. 'sigh' So a toast to the new year and a groan of frustration to go with. I can only pray and hope I'll continue to grow with the Lord and overcome each trial and temptation with Him as my goal and partner. I do say I have matured as a person and a christian since the last year but life goes on i guess and I can't stop trying :/ as much as I don't want to. HAPPY NEW YEAR! :) and may the Lord be with with us all :P