It is hard to believe when you can't see. It is hard to hope for a hope you cannot even believe is coming. I am Christian will be said by many but am I really a CHRIST-ian? Do I put God first in all I do? :(
It is amazing though, how God made the universe and stars x10 larger than our sun. and you'd think a bungalow was big? He has power, He has authority and He created me? An insignificant human on the face of the earth and a nano dot to the size of the universe! Yet He chose to make me, He gave me life to be with people and love them. To live.
I've often dreamnt of what it'd be like if I wasn't around. Life would probably have been its usually self, just being what it is. Then again, if I didn't exist then I wouldn't feel at all! I'd be literally nothing O.O So I guess I wouldn't be able to imagine after all if you get my drift :/ So why me? why now? why here? Is there really a need for me? Do I matter that much that I'd be transformed INTO matter? I guess the further questioning shall be lead on in life as I seek the answers, as I seek God. :)
One day I'd probably get more answers, I know I'd probably end up more lost than I am now but hey :) God IS my anchor, has been, always will be ;P I'm just like the sailor looking for a path in the stars to guide me home safely.....
